i want to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye

not blogged for a while, mindsay wouldn't let me login for a week or so and since monday i've been working as a classroom assistant and teacher in a local primary school
busy busy busy for me!
i'm really enjoying working in a school, it's nice to feel like you could be making a difference.
i'm going to london to see thomas in 8 days..a week tomorrow, i'm reallyreallyreally excited!!
hope everyone is well

i feel dead inside
i miss the boy i am in love with </3

i'm always tired.
i like to sleep.
i always brushed love off, but now i've found someone that makes me happier than anything, even when he annoys me i'm happy.
i love sleeve tattoos.
i wouldn't want a tattoo myself, i'm too indecisive.
i want to move away.
i try to speak properly.
i can't decide whether i like my yorkshire accent or not.
i miss how easy GCSE's were.
i'm scared I messed up my first year of college.
i want an apartment in London, a cottage in the country and a nice big house somewhere down south.
i love phone calls.
i like texts to wake up to.
i always spend too much on my phone bill, but i never cut it off.
i like big deep bubble baths or long hot showers.
i wish i was just a couple of inches taller.
i like my legs and my bum.
i want an operation on my eye so i don't have to wear glasses anymore, but i don't dare.
sometimes it's nice to have something bad happen, everyone loves to complain about the injustice of the world.
i try really really hard to see the best in everyone.
generic people with horrible strong fake tan and short hair really annoy me, but it's probably because i'm jealous.
my ideal job is a glamour model.
secrets are special.
waking up in thomas' arms was the happiest moment of my life so far.
i'd give pretty much anything to live down south.
my laptop is a pain in the arse, but it's about the only decent thing i own.
mash is my favourite food in the world.
i have a house in italy.
i like summer dresses and picnics, despite the hayfever repercussions.
i wish i had the confidence to do things that make me look better.
i'd love a nose job and a chin removal.
holding hands makes me feel safe.
i have problems with crossing roads.
i like road trips.
leeds united are a bag of scumbags.
i wish i had more strength to control my eating, i'd love to be super skinny again, despite people saying my ideal weight looks good.
dough balls from pizza express are positively sexual.
as much as i deny it, meerkat manor is pretty amazing.
daisy chains remind me of handstands on the school field.
i always have headache.
i wish i looked live vikki blows, that would complete my life i think.
football, cricket, tennis, snooker, grand prix; where it's at.
- i've not finished this.

how much i despise college, there have been some pretty hilarious things this year
my favourite was in r.s;

ian k(my teacher): carpe diem, who has heard of it?

lou(me): yes, it's most famously used in Dead Poets Society, means seize the day

char (classmate): what does it mean?

ian k: seize the day, seize the day charlotte!

char: seize the day? oh i can't be arsed

hahahahahahaha. obviously didn't quite grasp the concept of it, my god i love that girl.
rs was my favourite lesson in the world, i hope it's that good next year! I really really want to focus on getting a B in my final exam, just as a thankyou to Ian for being so good to me this year.

can't be arsed, lol.
genius

I am thinking i might just cry with excitement at the realisation tom will be here in 3 days time